23 August 2015

When I'm Gone

...when I'm gone, when I'm gone
you're gonna miss me when I'm gone
you're gonna miss me by my walk
you're gonna miss me by my talk, oh
you're gonna miss me when I'm gone..


Anna Kendrick, Cup Song - Pitch Perfect 2012

lagu Cup Song ni is one of my favourite songs. I never get bored of this song. tapi ekceli kalau play banyak-banyak kali, rasa syahdu semacam je. ke aku sorang je yg rasa centu? hmm. well for me it's because of the lyrics.

I wonder if those yg rapat dengan aku, like my family, friends, etc -- whether they'll miss me bila aku dah takde. lagu ni however again and again keep on reminds me, untuk appreciate orang sekeliling aku. to treat them nicely. because you'll never know what will happen tomorrow. 

walaupun anak-anak buah aku sangat annoying, suka buat aku naik darah, tiap kali dah dok jauh nanti masa tu baru teringat. masa tu la rindu nak buli diorang. rindu tu, rindu ni. rinduuu semua. pastu, even though my besties suka cari pasal dengan aku, mulut tu kalau bercakap jenis tak bertapis, somehow I'd still find them at the end of the day. 

paling terasa something has changed adalah -- bila someone yg rajin tegur kau tiap hari, tanya khabar, pesan suruh makan on time (sebab dia tau kau tu ada gastrik yet suka skip makan) and sembang all kinds of small talk with you and even gaduh pasal benda yg tak masuk akal dengan kau -- pastu suddenly that someone hilang khabar centuu je. what would you feel? heh. jawab dalam hati. tipu kalau takde rasa pape kayyy.

okay so long story short -- these kind of things kan, yg kita selalu take for granted, kena belajar appreciate mende-mende ni semua. hihik. gelak nak tutup rasa awkward. hmm aku rasa makin hari, bila manusia makin tua, manusia jadi makin sensitif dan mula notice benda-benda kecik camni. hmm okay dah tak tau nak tulis apa.

thank you for reading. buang yang keruh ambik yg jernih. till then.
Wassalam. 

2 comments:

  1. Sedih pulak baca entry awak ni. Ye, kita selalu pandang kita ni macam xde apa2. Lacking something. Tapi, ada orang yang nak berada di tempat di mana kita berada. Lari topik pulak dah :)

    Sabar ye dear. Sekali-sekala kita pun perlu renung balik apa yg kita pernah cakap, keluar dari mulut. X boleh nak terlampau sedih dan masa sama x boleh terlalu gembira

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